Your brother in his higher power, metal chair and Sanka phase of recovery, corrects you, tells you Jesus meant all the days after Calvary not just the final week or so. It’s happening now, has been since they tugged you out of a stoic blue collar woman who sighed for years at his disaster, and before that your father’s. Forget the dying Amazon, the apocalypse selective, almost subtle in the ghost mill towns of Pennsylvania. Yet truly saved, your brother rises above it all each time he wakes without the shakes, flees history just by working at Denny’s, exodus easy, the exits close, life as he knows it ten square blocks. He wants you to attend God’s wedding, grabs the brim of his Phillies cap in the wind like he’s about to fly into the miracle of blue sky despite stray cats, litter blown against a fence, the world ending while a child licks an ice cream, a crowd boards a bus.
-- David Moolten’s last book, Primitive Mood, won the T. S. Eliot Prize (Truman State University Press, 2009). His chapbook TheMoirologist won the 2023 Poetry International Winter Chapbook Competition and is forthcoming. He lives in Philadelphia.