I like to lie on my back in this room to rebecome liquid. Element. Metals of Earth. Doing so evens things out to a line. Here riffs my dad-- dashed in from death—blaring his horn section’s light like stripes inside stone. I like to stretch out my berm and try being everywhere: This more or less leaves me unborn. To practice how rivers swim in themselves, merging new tongues. These days the wherever of me I thought I was is no longer Diane. Thin air worlds its breathing: Is the body with? What rifts in your blood? We are here in a room still finding itself. I want to say all of it wades into oneness through unlit nights of each day. In the agreed upon evening of things you can name me.
How Much, How Many, What
-- Diane Raptosh’s collection American Amnesiac (Etruscan Press), was longlisted for the 2013 National Book Award in poetry. The recipient of three fellowships in literature from the Idaho Commission on the Arts, she served as the Boise Poet Laureate (2013) as well as the Idaho Writer-in-Residence (2013-2016). In 2018 she won the Idaho Governor’s Arts Award in Excellence. She teaches literature and creative writing and co-directs the program in Criminal Justice/Prison Studies at the College of Idaho. Her ninth book, I Eric America, was published in early October 2024 (Etruscan Press).