Michael Robins

Sleep Is Not Unlike a Waiting Room

                                          
The dead deer is more alive to you now
than reclined, early September, split skin

in the chill shadow of the cherry tree.
The dead deer is more alive to you now

than the featherless bird without a nest.
Neither do you claim by the happiness

of plans, dropping your pencil to the floor
as if to ask what it means to scrape skin

crudely, punch a small boy until he bleeds.
You too think frequently of the jumpers,

whether any stole for the arms of god
or if only the sky, the blue it’s said

that seemed to ring the smoke like a halo.
Like horses, like gypsum leaving those birds

splayed, to fall must have felt like flying,
jetsam in exchange for the body’s flesh.

Like rifles falling with the sun, flying
like chorus. You took photos of the deer,

by which I mean you blinked a broken thing
lying there, a bruise of wrinkle & dust.

The dead deer is more alive to you now
than childhood. To wonder why you weren’t

saying much, not unlike his awful shirt,
thought like a caption for the falling man.

Living Statues on Horseback


Am I a pedestrian, best foot forward,
or am I grass? Along the highways

I let pass the 90s, the white, roadside
wood enclosed by roses, roses, roses.

The lyrics of my last favorite song
betray the sentiment of their chords

& headlights, the single procession
toward the tarpaulin of the cemetery.

In the miles between here & Missouri
the billboard I say aloud is the one

that reads Jesus. Later, not too later,
I hear my song on the advertisement

for cars: the notes, the word hammered
like a cross to the ground. Am I stuck

in breathing or am I shrub? The sun,
which also rises, ignites the horizon

before us, birds truncate the radiance.
Sometimes those wayward engines fly.


 

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Michael Robins is the author of Ladies & Gentlemen (Saturnalia Books, 2011) and The Next Settlement (UNT Press, 2007), which received the Vassar Miller Prize in Poetry. Born in Portland, Oregon, he currently lives and teaches in Chicago.